Of a week update..

Saturday, November 7, 2009

It's been another week gone.
time pass so fast right? i don't even have much time to spend i think, especially for the coming paper.
sometimes, i will still sit at the corner and think about the past. mummy is correct, she says that sometimes human does not want to accept the fact because its been used to it, we used to wait the message from someone, we used to hang out at this place, we used to watched movie at here. everything it's just contain a "used to it".
i guess this is the hardest part for people to get over it.

well, i'm glad that everything is over and i'm not allowing myself to have this "used-to-it" time.
and i feel great that it's my very first time too, to enjoy the life of being alone.
now i know the feeling that wherever you feel like going, just go. whenever you feel like doing, just do. no in my life before.
this is the best part right?

oh ya. i'm happy too with all these girl friends. haha.
girls out. weee.. me likey.

so, to my blog reader.
don't worry about me, and miss khai yuin is flying happily and very enjoy with her single life.
i have make a decision that - i'm not available now! haha.

ok, stop here. and start my study now.
shooo...

Of song list..

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

my new love. about the sweet and love memory, hide inside the corner of your heart.










very short and simple lyrics.
"if you love him/her, just let him/her go"

Be patient..

Monday, November 2, 2009

Listening to the classical music, attempting to start studying for my coming exam. but i suddenly have the urge of blogging, so i'm here. and also have to rush this post before the internet signal gone. :P

i've been attending to church for the past months. i used to be very anti will all this religion thing. but i guess somehow people will grow up and approach to different kinds of thing. and i guess it does change my mind. of course, im just a beginner, is really not that bad though.

last week topic was about patient. priest tell us about different kinds of patient. i was very attracted by one of his explanation. be patient on your difficulties, stay strong, and overcome it. you will be a better person.
i feel like the priest is talking to me. i have this relieve after the whole sunday school.
and i was smilling.

so, i'm a strong girl right.
stand up myself and i know i can overcome it. because i know in the future, when i meet the same problem, i can solve it myself.
:)

Of concern..

Friday, October 30, 2009

It's has been a week more gone. i'm busy with preparing my coming exam. also hanging out with friends.
i'm really glad that everyone is with me when my hard time.

To:
JooJoo - Thanks alot for accompanying me when i'm at school! love ya much!
Beverly - I'm glad that i know you too and thanks for spending time with me so much! let's hang out without joojoo! haha. sg wang! :P
Michelle Lim: if you happen to see this, i really want to thank you because without you, i really doesn't know how capable i am. thanks for reminding me and i know i can stand my own now :)
pui yoke, Mon and pooi yee - thanks for calling me. especially pui yoke and mon, thanks for spending almost a day with me. i really appreciate it. love you girls much!
Lindy - i love your poem. and thanks for writing it to me! i miss you so much. wish you are here.
puipui - you know i really hope that i can go there haha. congrat to you too!
cheryl - thanks for the msg every single minute. i feel really touch and i know you concern me!
all the girls and guys, and anyone who i'm so unexpected, that drop me msg either my blog or facebook. thanks you guys!

i'm proudly to say, i'm very good here and everyone don't worry k
wish me luck for my coming exam and my long long journey!
<3

走过的路...

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

现在的我，
只想一个人，
慢慢的走，
快或慢，
也不用理会，
也不用等候。

就让我，
慢慢的走，
慢慢的看，
我所错失了的一切。
没有人理会，
没有人在乎，
也没有人责骂。

我知道，
这会是很慢长的一段路，
我自己的一条路。

第7天

Monday, October 26, 2009

到了第7天，
我可以吗？

那种酸酸， 又带点轻松的感觉，
让我的心，一时承受不起。

没有这样的感觉过，
这样的决定，
是很难，真的很难。
让我更加欣赏你的勇气，
没有人可以做到的勇气。

心里有点乱，
但我知道我不可以在浪费时间想了。
让时间来告诉答案吧。

我希望，
有一天的你，
回想起我的好，
因为，
我也会这样做。

祝你平安，快乐。
爱你的我。

Of a turning point..

hey..
someone who surrounds me, might knew what happen.
i'm officially Single now.
hello hello..

i'm really alright with the decision.
and should say i'd prepared well for the moment come.
of course, i have sadness. it's been so long right?
i'm allowing myself have this small little moody corner whenever i feel down.

also, i might or might not update that frequent.
maybe i should, after my exam.
oh ya, i found a job.
might be start working after exam.
but i have this 1 whole week free.
who wanna date me??? :P

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i'm trying my best to overcome everything. and trying my best too to accept new things in my life.
i understand everything, that's why i choose to move on.
i'm really sorry for the constant disturbance.
and sorry for all the hard works and burden on me.

i will be living my life with full of excitement.
this is what you and me dream for. right?

Thanks for the memories.
Thanks for 2 years and 5 months.
Thanks for the tears and happiness.
Thanks for everything.