Tuesday, 30 December 2008

圣诞节.新的一年

今年的圣诞,过得很平静, 有可能没有他的陪伴, 也可能是父母都赶不急回来. 我静静的坐在沙滩上, 手上拿着手机,等待他的回付, 和我说圣诞节快了.
比起去年的热闹, 真的有点不习惯.
我觉得我好象生意人哦,一下去了这么多的地方, 下了飞机又上飞机, 连见个面都没有时间. 这段时间,大家都想着对方, 回念着大家的陪伴. 原来世界真的是很大很大, 天空也可以有不一样的颜色,很蓝很蓝. 几天的时间,让我提会了不一样的经历, 也有不一样的感想. 不同的地方, 真的有不一样的感觉.
新的一年, 年龄也增加了一岁, 思想当然也得增加, 免得让人家觉得你在装可爱, 哈哈, 开玩笑的啦..
还又很长的假期, 不懂得要怎样用才不回白费. 回想起这一年做过的一切, 有没有后悔, 质不质得.
不懂要讲什么了. 祝大家身体健康, 新的一年新的希望.

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Monday, 29 December 2008

Of no title

I awake because of the nightmare, a very hideous Him standing in front of me, with a ciggy on and with different face telling me that he is finally back. fuck. i don't want him. i knocked my hand to the bed side and is damn swollen now.

I haven't got anytime to do any shopping although i got some from Korea during this Mega sales, due to the atm card and bank book is not with me and i have no money now. sucks.

nothing to do now and i'm so bored and When is he coming back????

Sunday, 28 December 2008

Of feelings

i'm exhausted.
like tones of laundry have to do, keep repeating the same thing like so many times.

i hate unpacking stuff when i really have to put back the things in the proper way like how it used to be.

Korea was so so for me, because of the weather at there. so thick of outfit making me so difficult to take off pants and pee. the hand and finger is so dumb with the thickness of gloves.
but i was ok with the summer shopping because korea won has decrease and they surely wil selling summer cloth in so so cheap, with many nice accessories and socks and leggings in so good quality.

In a way Korean are very good in manners, like they will greet and bow to the elderly, in another hand, when i went to this wholeseller to have this small shopping with real cheap things, a bow tie only with 8ringgit, they will grab their things straight from my hand and cock stare at you. like wtf. don't sell dont sell la. it doesn't same as how we watched those in drama la.

i have to admit that the sky in others country are real nice compare to our country. the sky are real blue. and i'm so enjoying watching the scenery outside the bus, plus the very fashionista korean, with their dressing, even in winter. so tempting.

then i got my christmas celebrating at Langkawi, after i think i didnt went there for more than 5 years, because we used to celebrate it in singapore for 6 years in a row. its nice to shop in the duty free because its so much cheaper, with the liquor. i suggested to have beers before sleep, but end up i didnt drink any bottle and fall asleep while the kids were enjoying so much with the beer and poker. i'm so tired.

during eve, i just sat on the beach, waiting the aldult came back from shopping and we missed to count down.

the bf had started to complaint so much because of the neglecting. no xmas celebration together this year and no meeting up either. haha. pity him.
i think i have to clear out few more days with the laundry cleaning, and then i dunno why i have so much date waiting for me, shopping session, friend meeting up and then of course to the boyfriend.

so much pictures and i didnt know from where to start to upload. my bad if i got it postpone and maybe just randomly upload when i really feel to.

Saturday, 27 December 2008

A memorable trip

picture from langkawi.




on the way went fishing.






and so was swimming



this is the so called 'pregnant mountain' bunting something.
from the right, we can see a pregnant lady is laying, with the head, follow with the breast curve, the hand and then the stomach.
we went to the lake with fresh water in the middle of the mountain and sea, to feel the fresh water after swimming in the salted water.
below is the place we have our meal,
the place to cook our fish.

then we went to the crystal place, see how the make the crystal.





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A sneak peak for Korea picture, facebook click here for more.
















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Friday, 26 December 2008

I'm back!

I'm back I'm back! like finally after so many many days of walking and shivering, i finally back to my home sweet home and my lovely bed!!
i miss my teddy so much! i miss my baby so so much!
picture will post A.S.A.P when i really got to sort it out, because its like used damn lot of memory card, from Korea and Langkawi.
i'm so tired. need to get more energy, and tomorrow plan is to DYE my hair!!!
adios.

Wednesday, 17 December 2008

Of another randomness

I was trying to get another new template for this blog but then i was kinda lazy to crack the file while need to cut and paste and maybe alter a little bit. and end up still the same old face.
actually, i don't really feel that excited heading to Korea, but somehow i'm more interest for the Langkawi trip. I miss Him so much.

Tuesday, 16 December 2008

A lonesome Christmas

Is 0100 now and i was saving my last energy to use all my available strength to beat down in the fashion wars to get into another level.

2 more days then i'm off to Korea, and i was actually kinda erm phobia because i dont like the feeling of plane departure and arriving. and as i know, Korea is now in -6 degrees. madness lo. mad with the packing stuff, then have to know what to wear which come first and then, and what is the last to wear, remember to get this and that yada yada.

then i have to pack in another bag which i wil be flying to langkawi the next day im arriving. so rush!

yesterday was the last day i worked which tomorrow should be the last day. but the boss saying that i can stop yesterday which is the best because then i have more times to purchase His present.
then some random no-need-to-work people were going to Pavilion with me and shop around. and i realized that actualy we were passing the same shops.
oh, the last day of working is actually the day that i got more approaches with the colleague and other a-herm friends from other booth.

i have so much so much things to do before im leaving, and i was actualy thinking how can i wear to look more trendy with those so thick and dull coat and sweater. i want to look like them in the korean drama lo. is it that cold actualy?

p.s thanks for my friends that who came to pay me a visit when i was working. how sweet you all.



a random shot when i was having the yam cha session with Mr.Eng with the last minute Off.

ok, this is the thing that i want to mention. and first of all, i'm sorry to hear that one of my friend's father had passed away.
so this picture was taken at the tomb's place, Nirvana.
i took this picture because of the yellow ball.
at first i thought that i was something very common that it turn with the same routinary, like some stick or whatever in the middle of the ball and make it turn.
but is actualy not, this ball turns follow by the water's flow.
the water pusher have to be strong enough to move the ball, and yet the ball have to be heavy enough to push the water, and this makes the ball turn it without acording the same direction.
pretty impressive.

and this is the food that me and Him dine in The Gourment at The Curve.
we used to dine here when everytime we at The curve, and for sure i wil order this soup, because i like vege, and this is the vege soup with a bit of spicy with some sausage slides in it. its recomended.

a small catch up with Him after being so long never date because i'm working until 10pm everyday. and i so wanted to watch Twilight since what i heard the most is very nice. and of course i always have free tickets for movie teehee.

ok the first impression that Edward Cullen walked into the cafeteria (literally into the shoot) i don't think that he is attractive, and its a little bit of sissy, maybe because of he is pale enough. and then after a few more close up shoots, his eyes is fucking insane man, like take my breathe and soul away. and luckily i stil can help distract of my attention when i turn to the boyfriend next to me, i think i wil scream out loud because of his eyes.
he is not handsome.
but his eyes is fucking seducing.
good looking yes, but i stil don't agree that he is that oh-so handsome.
ok stop here.

they are really really pretty in their costume, which the guy is so enjoying spinning his duno what cloth at the back of him like the Cinderella dancing.



done.
adios.

Saturday, 13 December 2008

Destiny is the bridge you build to the one you love.

I can't believe that I had finish two novel just in 4 days.

which the books were actualy cost me alot money, while my intention of working is the get more money. somehow i didnt waste any other money to buy those tiny random stuff, but end up i know i'm spending alot on junk food and novel. I was kinda frustrated when i couldn't get the 3rd continuos story which is the first is Confession of a Shopaholic, and second is Shopaholic take Manhattan and the continue is Shopaholics ties a knot which i really want to read the most! because the girl was going to married with the guy in this book! since i dont get it and i dont want to skip it either, so end up i'm buying another same author but different storyline that is Can you keep a Secret, which i find that is quite similiar.

Those people working next to my booth are stil hardly talking to me, maybe i'm kinda eldest to them. and somehow a guy saying that he was kinda impressed because i can read the book and sitting in the same pose for the whole day and i really can read. which i do admint it because i really have nothing much to do besides reading.

Does anyone fancy english romance?

i heard that Twilight is kinda nice from girls opinion and the He is saying that is not realy nice. but i watched another romance which He is kinda like the girl that cast in the movie. My Sassy Girl. is the same storyline with the Korean one, but now this is the western version.
the girl who i want to emphasize because she is the girl that cast in the House of Wax, and she is actualy not tall but she used to be a model (158cm) and she has a big carve, and i have big carve too.
this is what He told me.
I like the quote in this movie.

parent were busy in packing stuff, while i think i don't really have to worry bout it, because most of the things i'm sharing it with my sister. few mores days and i'm Freeee..

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

Don't offer when couldn't do it.

2 more days and i wil break the record of working for a week. which i quite can't believing myself that i stil can stand that long. the working routine is just so boring, sit down read novel and customer came and serve. but most of the people were just looking and checking out how cute is the thing, and so i've learn try to ignore them, and they wil seek for us to serve them when they really interested in it. how smart i am. somehow when i myself shopping, i don't quite people were standing beside me, i would like to check it out first without any interrupting and investigating.
I don't quite know how much i pay but i thought if is few hundred i can be so happy.

Somehow i 80% satisfied on what i'm doing lately. i get back to be myself. and i have friends and i'm being the xiao po as usual, laughing out loud, people were pampering me because im petite, and so much more. i have my own working time, and i somehow doesn't need to bother anything. but yet, i'm still a girl. please dont offer something and make high expectation on it but end up nothing. i won't really mind, i might just forget about it in any moment, but disappointment still is there.every person with tough personality actualy is just a mask for a person.

and i'm not sure what im going to type next.

Tuesday, 9 December 2008

Memorable moment..

My College Life

the groupies!

The besties!


CIMP Prom night 2007


CIMP convocation 2007

teachers =)

his display also has remind me that how wonderful is my college life and i really love to recalling it bits by bits.
i got my best fren which is totally different world of mine, and we clicked and we know.
i got my best man in my life, with totally random knowing and yet we clicked again and work it out until now. i have my best experienced with everyone and i really do missing everyone alot alot.
i dont like the 'hard' feeling now in Monash, i love Sunway alot. i love CIMP. i love actually everyone got to know each other even are from different class, because basically everyone is connected. i love the moment when 15 min break and say hi to everyone walked by me. Monash is just a cold and hard building without any warmess of people. you wil just only know those who in your class, or even those who had been same class with me for 1 semester, and the next sem i don't think want to smile to you again.

I miss college a lot. <3

Monday, 8 December 2008

I saw mummy tickle santa claus..

The first time when i had enough intelligence in understanding while listening to this song. i was quite amazed how come this song is in such err horny or much more exposing? isn't this a Christmas song? and why is the mummy were kissing the Santa Claus? and where the hell is the daddy? so i asked my mum why is the lyrics like that and i was like oh ya, why didn't i think that the Santa Claus was actually the daddy?
Christmas song is keep playing repeating and repeating while i was working, the old school Xmas song, the kids version of Xmas song more and more variety. but its just actualy the same song isn't it. i guess everyone has started to do their christmas and new year shopping which i think i doesn't really have much time to do it.i do have so much wish list to get, just waiting for me salary come to me and i shall just splurge it!!
i would wish that i spend the day with the dearest but i dont think so, so i was actually planning something which i really hope that it can make it to replace the missing in action of mine.
somehow i always will spend money on small things instead of getting the thing that i really want to get it, and i'm currenly really afraid the Levis jeans that i wanted the most had all sold out. please dont sold out!
after the hectic 2 weeks plus of working period and i shall get my ass out of this country to enjoy the winter! and i still haven't have any winter coat yet which is quite disturbing me because i was so skinny and i couldn't borrow any fren wtih this standard size, and i'm not sure whether can i just try it on the kids one. maybe i can give it a try though.
another thing was troubling me is that after came back from the winter country the next day i shall off to the tropical country, and i wil have my sunbathing!!
i think i wil straigh get sick after that.

Everything has just fade away...

Working session was ok actualy, and i cant believe myself can finish a novel just only few days. i was actually addicted with this book and tomorrow i shall go and get another continuoues version. the book title is Confessions of a Shopaholic which is realy suit me. hmmm..
this working experience actually letting me know that i shall not wasting so much money on those non-necessary. lol. as those who knows, i'm actually selling souvenirs or should say christmas present. in a way i was actually hoping to get more sales because it is on commision basis, in another way when the customer were paying, i was actually feeling quite guilty cause seriously the things is just so useless. do you still using a piggy bank? which the notes cant even go inside? no right..
and you know what, i was quite old among those youngers. muahaha. and they didnt wanna talk to me, and they wont come to find me chat. which i was actualy quite happy with it and can fully concentrate with my novel.
oh ya, on the first day of my working, there were these famous 3 dogs which my colleague said that she has read about these 3 dogs blog before. a dog with a blog. how interesting is it. i didnt know how famous they are la, but it seriously is a very intelligent dogs. 2 golden and 1 dalmation. and obviously the dalmation is smarter and i remember 1 is Amber and another is Chloe?






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ok this is my working booth. please do come and visit me, because i am realy realy boring at there, which most of the time i'm working alone.
you know what. i'm getting disgusted with those soft toys or decoration or present.

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and another stuff.
thanks for Monica babe from UK that send the christmas card for me, and it was really sweet.
but realy cant beat the sweetness of your 'present'
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please guess what is that. and its from UK.


a Penis lollipop, and i seriously dunno how to do with it lo!!!
eat it? or keep it?


my currently addiction.
and this is the pendrive that i mentioned before saying that the Fly.Fm crew were giving out gift with games, and this is the Kungfu Panda USB with 2Gb.


adios.
can die lo.
everyday also full.
and everyday also work til night lo.

please please i need more posses in Fashion wars.