Thursday, 30 October 2008

选择

当你有几种不同的东西,
或事情在你面前时,
是你需要做出选择的时后.
可是当你在选择时,
你不知道你会选什么,
然后选了,
不知是不是你所要的答案,
不知道你会不会后悔.

人终会遇到种的选择,
人生的选择,
事业的选择,
学业的选择,
伴侣的选择.

做出了选择,
是否是你要的答案?
过不过到自己的良心,
你会不会后悔?

我,
正在面临这样的选择.
选择在快乐与悲伤之间,
选择在明白与不受控制之间.
选择在放下与执着之间.
很痛苦,
真的不知该怎么办.

Friend is always someone besides you

Kill me please! i really have an awful + complicated + confusing mood now, which i know or somehow dunno what is happening. and i really wish that haven't been happened you know. i'm so appreciate that i still have friends that understand me and stay by my side when i really need them.
however, i had dida huge mistake that i wil regret and hate myself for the rest of my life. i dunno whether i deserved an apologize, but i really wish that i wont do it again. im really really sorry, and i know no matter how many times sorry i had said, it wouldnt just fade away like that.

i'm so glad that i still have friends that willing to listen to me when i need to talk to. but sometimes its not just a word that can describe what are you really feeling, when tears and words has no more value.
its really an hectic day for me, up and down, and i didnt know whether i can manage to get through or not.

somehow i still quite enjoy myself with some shopping and chill out with friends.

i have so much thing to blog!

i was planning to spent my Deepavali at home for revision, since i have my first paper on the next day. but the plan was destroy when mum called me saying that Pavilion Tangs was having mark down sales, wil so many glasses on sales. and coming next i think i don need to mention what is happening.

the driver of the day. it was last minute and so thankful that they wanted to go Sg.wang, and i asked brother and his best fren to drop me at Pavilion.

someone said i look like a princess, and someone say i very skinny.
what do you think?

this box just only 10 bucks. muahahahha.



luckily i manage to get to school earlier for some preparation with some friends, and i was last minute memorized what i can really remember.
then something happen bla bla bla.
night i went to aunt house to help the cousin to make some muffin for his children's day. i wish i have children's day too...
the result of making so many muffins is few packet of biscuit -_____-

and she was so cute when i asked her to take pic, she quickly went to get her hairband on and said "my hair very messy la!" with the pack of biscuit on. so cute la!


the result. it looks like erm shit, but it turns out good bcox aunt were mixing so many butter and milk in it.


my next paper is on next friday, so i was planning to have a more relaz day and maybe start revising this weekend. i was at home with the sis when the korean drama and we were suddenly in the mood to make porcellin frame and coloring.





i did not i have talent on coloring! haha.


then at night, Cheryl has call me unexpectedly haha. i was quite surprise when she called me becaue i dont remember she called me and always im the one who ask her for drinks. haha. and i was in the mood to chill out with someone so immediately after my dinner we had another dinner for Thai food.
she said since both of us are not happy, why dont we go get some ice cream after dinner?
ok so we went to the nearest area to get ice cream but all the shop was close lo! so early ler. 1030 only. next we drop by Coffee Bean to have some coffee since we didnt get any ice cream, and actualy both of us were Starbucks fans and coincidently also a Tom Yam fans.







ok. done.




Sunday, 26 October 2008

Of complaint

I have a supersaver Mum which i think she's a bit over with her super saver plan.

im fear or scare of whatever with anything with Mint, peppermint whatever mint, as long as its mint i wil not touch of it. so new Darlie lemon flavour is my new save-r and for sure just i'm the one in the house who using that, because they said it taste awkward. blahh i don care.

her supersaver plan 1:
i tried to squeeze the toothpaste every morning until i think its really finish and i throw it and open another new one. the next day, i saw the old toothpaste was in the half and she want me to use the toothbrush to dig until really nothing! and she even hide the new toothpaste! after i really used finish the old one due to im hate of mint, and toothpaste is realy something i fear, i cant help touching any TOOTHPASte, i rather choose to squeeze the insect till die i also don want to touch toothpaste, and i have to beg her for taking out the new toothpaste.

her supersaver plan 2:
same as my tube shape mosturizer cream, she doing the same things hiding the new 1 and want me to use the cut into half one. she say inside stil have

her supersaver plan 3:
my shampoo were basically in the dilute condition. means was in erm watery liquid form. she said normal form of shampoo is actualy very strong and wil hurt our hair scrup. whole bottle of shampoo can actualy dilute 4 times.

her supersaver plan 4:
she likes to collect the shampoo and bath foam and conditioner from hotel, and mix into a whole big bottle, for the girls to have their sanitary wash. [ wash the undy la]

her supersaver plan 5:
no small tiny shopping for her, but once she buy, she wil get the most expensive one.

her cant-think-of-anything plan :
she was worrying the new car back mirror that attach on the windscreen wil drop off.

when i talk to her, with anything, any topic. she can lead the topic to christianity. [as you know, me and my younger brother are the only one who doesnt go church, and the father is buddist, so you can see how irritating when she talk to me with ... ]

this is my mum. but i still love her alot.

Hello, baby ♥

Like finally, i back to a normal person life. no more 6 o'clock sleeping time, but i stil sleep at 2 or 3. is it normal? blahhh. also back to a more social life because i've been like 24/7 rotting alone besides my baby's place, his place, my place.
i done my major assignment which i did put some effort on it, however i only left few days for another subject revision.

daddy's Honda Accord had *finally* arrive. no my business anyway.

my social life. i think was last min plan to have dinner with Eng and Edward.
we were suggested to explore the new place, Solaris Mount Kiara, and figuring what we should get for dinner. so finally is the Korean Cuisine. and i so in love with the Kimchi lo!

way back from Solaris, we sdnly feel like bump into Cheryl since she is just around the area, and its stil quite early *ahem*
so we bump her up at Somo.
(i know you are reading this, make sure next week you better reserve for me, magician and cheryl and so on!)
thats my day.

oh my baby vampire just woke up looking for blood. lol.

Mr. Eng
Mr. Edward
Miss. Kuu

Moi, Cheryl and Yvone

Love.
Time for revision!


[ i feel like dressing up nicely, and going out. so random]


Monday, 20 October 2008

You know you love me





Have everyone been watching Gossip Girl?
anyhow, those who been watching were actually get addicted by Nate, somehow i think Chuck is cool. shot me if you dont like it.
he just like the naughty boy that always got people's attention, i guess he is an attention seeker, but who cares since he is gorgeous and yummaayyyy enough. i've been melting all the way from the beginning, with his 1-side-naughty-smile.
plus he dress up just like Topshop model.
blahhhh.

Friday, 17 October 2008

Everyone is leaving i'm still with you

Im currently listening to Peter, Bjorn and John - Young Folks! IM SO IN LOVE WITH IT!



the lyrics are actually quite meaningfull.
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anyway, im kinda happy today.
for Topshop member i guess will know that today were having the 'double-points- day. meaning that you get double points for you member card on what you bought, just only for TODay.
i got myself a longsleeves shirt, because i realized all my long sleeves have been missing.
and then what really cheering me up is BIKINI!
the salesgirl like keep pursuing me buzzing beside me say "buy la buy la, very cheap and worth it ler. and today have double points too"
so end up i really buy it.


then baby brought me to have famous bak ku teh,which has been introduce by the 8TV HO CHIAk (izit spell like this?) and some blogger.
i can say that im a bak ku teh favourable person, i like bak ku teh. but i have never been trying a bak ku teh that really suit my taste. however, i don really agree that Klang's bak ku teh is the best. i taste it averagely. but i guess each stall has their own recipe even its just a common bak ku teh herba's soup, also different taste of side dish.

AH FOONG BAK KU TEH at around Ridzuan condo area.

Ah Foong Bak Kut Teh is just opposite Sunway Pyramid Address:
446, Jln PJS 10/11
47800 Bandar Sunway
Selangor


click on the link for some blogger about their comment.


last week of the school, have to start major assignment now! and start revision!
but Gossip Girl is seriouly still waiting me to finish.





Tuesday, 14 October 2008

Of self confession:

I seriously had became a Lan Dou Po. why would i say so??? I had start buying "number" (lottery) since its so easy for me to approach now, i doesnt need to really walk to the shop and buy the number [you guys get what i mean?] and i just need to call baby and give a call to annonymous.
as i mentioned last time, i bought a number a week ago when the number came out as second prize, like argh. and second time is a fren of mine, telling me that he dreamt of i'm winning lottery with his car plat no. ok so then i buy! of course is goreng lo.
and now the third time is, i went to the phone shop to get my phone back. however im driving my grandpa's CRV, and the shop owner telling me that the number always appear. he won twice with this no. and ask me to buy it. WHY WILL I MISS THE CHANCE??
actualy i don buy everyweek, god please. i just buy for fun alright. im stil not a lan dou po ok.
*but i do hope this no come out! LVLVLVLVLV. COACHCOACHCOACH. GUCCIGUCCIGUCCI.

another random thing about me is, i had totally become a Dracula, which mean i only can fall asleep after 5 morning, and i only can get my ass out of the bed after 12.
because, i had to do my assignment only in midnight which everyone has fallen asleep and without any voice and i only can concentrate. and it slowly had become a daily routine.
i think im gonna shift it back after my exam. hmmm.

oh ya, i cant wait to get feature in Little Dress Room for other outfit. stay tune. but i seriously did not know how to pose.

p.s: exam coming soon, another major stupidasshole assignment still waiting me.

p.p.s: Gossip Girls is rock! alright i know im kinda late by watching this. but who cares as long as its a great show.

P/P/P/S: THE NUMBER MUST COME OUT LA!! -______-

good luck sister for your PMR.

Saturday, 11 October 2008

Of advetorial


Little Dress Room has update, do drop by and check it out. now they has blog and friendster. just drop by which you feel free and easy for you.

Friendster : [ http://profiles.friendster.com/80733030 ]

Blogspot : [ http://lildressroom.blogspot.com/ ]

Anyway, thanks Cheryl babe for the 3 hairband from Bangkok. i do love it so much, especially the 2 polka dots 1 haha.

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I thought i really had finish all the ass assignment, but actually not, and i guess i stil have 2 to go.
fuck. i just really hate assignment. like seriously.

i had seek for the course manager for my next subject enrollment.
and i totally afraid i fuck up some of my subject this sem.
but i do have more elective subject to choose, which is a good news to me.
too bad Malaysia doesn't have much choice for me.
maybe Australia does. whatever.
Aus campus doesn't simply fail student.
which is unfair for us.
we wil get to see how.



Friday, 10 October 2008

Beepp Peeep..

woman vocabulary

Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

Five Minutes

If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

Nothing
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine".

Go Ahead

This is a dare, not permission, DON'T DO IT!

Loud Sigh

Although not actually a word, the loud sigh is often misunderstood by men.
A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing".

That's Okay
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

Wednesday, 8 October 2008

Can i have your cheek? please.♥

The cooking session was fun, for me. but too bad no light bulb in the kitchen and we like cook-in the dark -__-
Everyone was participate, except the who, who i already informed last night. ngek ngek. thanks for pooi yee for her salad and mushroom soup, baby incharging with the sausage and ham, ah Juan with his precious egg. of course i'm with the bacon and mince meat gravy. everything i think is good, but ruined with the stupid cooking pan which the spagetti has overcook and burned. wtf.

nothing much to blog, i shall just show the pic.


the baby busy eating. -_-


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the hello kitty mouse pad that i mentioned.
the mouse really need to change. lat sek already.

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Saturday dinner for Shanghai Cuisine at JW Marriot with the aunt and cousin.





the sisters and the cousin

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time for series!



Tuesday, 7 October 2008

This is what i want

Do you realised that recently i used mandarin to blog? i find that mandarin is always a language that easy for me to express myself. English for me is always like so direct, which make me sometimes doesnt feel like telling anything.
i guess for those who understand mandarin has the more opportunity to get into my world.

its been a while that i last saw baby. because he went back to the hometown. and i'm actually "communicating" with the assignment within the whole Raya holiday, extension really not a good thing i tell you. i don't usualy take extension, but for this sem, i dont see myself concentrate on this.
but anyway, i still do have some fun with the friends.
the Back to School theme party. and a little shopping with my primary + secondary classmate.

i think its been 2 years i never step in time square. Xiao boh? i wanted to go always, but i cant find anyone to walk with me.
you know what, i really get something surprisingly after i like 1 whole year never go to Sg.wang and now the time Square.
oh so satisfy. i get 2 dress with real cheap price and the design seriously just like Topshop, get some so cheap accessories which really make up my day.
Mich, we have another shopping together k? *winks*

Hey! Carrefour has become me and baby's favourite place. we can spend alot just to buy those stupid grocerries. and everything for sure the bill wil come out with 3 figure *faint*
and we decided to buy some ingredient for tomorrow pasta session,since the bf house have gas supply. meanwhile maybe we can do a bbq at his place too.
see, we already plan what to do for the next few months after exam. shit.

Assignment done. now have to prepare for my presentation and some random test.

Good luck number 1:

you know what, i get myself a really cute hello kitty mouse pad instead of baby,but he is the one who asked me to go and check for him because he wanna get 1.

Good luck number 2:

it was happened last week but i think i've forgotten to post it. i was waiting my fren outside monash pick up place, while the Fly.Fm crew were there doing some function. so they invited me to play some games and why not since my fren is not here yet. so i won at the 1st game with some goodies bag together with Reabok socks, and in the second game, i refuse to get the prize which is a t shirt, because i seriously dont need those t shirt, so hey, they exchange for me to a 2Gb Kungfu Panda Hp Pendrive!

but unfortunately my PSP has broken and i cant continue my Loco Roco.
my phone haven't come back yet...luckily i have my camera.

i-think is good luck number 3:

after the carrefour thing, the baby and i decided to try a Japanese restaurant at 19 which we always pass by. i ordered a Saba something set, and baby ordered a Chicken Tepanyakki set,with some grill chicken sticks. baby's fren tag along. and he is ordered the same Chicken Tepenyakki set. the good luck thing is, when the bill come, its only rm 57++!!
3 of us like "ok we know the casher counted wrong, but don't care, we pay and we leave"
we didnt actualy look at the bill when we paying, but we grabbed it after the bill return with the change. so yes, the casher only counted 1 set of Chicken Tepanyakki.
blahs. i know we should be honest. but its just so fun when the moment pretend nothing and wanna run toward to door.
anyway, the food was quite nice. we thought there wil be no one since the restaurant is at second floor, but surprisingly it was full with "uncle-social" group. can give a try next time.

Sunday, 5 October 2008

健康.感想

今天的晚餐, 让我跟感受到人是这么的软弱.
人是这么的无法控制.
我之前所发出的疑问,
终于有了答案,
所信我知道得迟, 但也难为了要保守秘密的人,
例如爸妈,表弟妹们,
多么难为他们.
我看见小表弟的变化,让我觉得心痛.
一位亲人证实患了乳癌.
当我知道这件事时,
我开使觉得人生命的珍贵,
人是多么的化学,
说来就来,去就去.
我们根本不知道什么事回发生.
其实人都是有种种的病患,
但在于是不是在压抑着,
几时爆发.
精神,体力,压力,
种种的因诉,
可以让我们一夜之间倒下.

我也开始明白,
做人不能太執着,
想太多,包太大希望,
往往都是比顺其之然的不好.
是你的就是你的,
不是你的, 怎样都不是你的,
发生在你身上,
遇到困难,
就要解决.

开心的过每一天,
祷吿,
和乐而不为呢?

Saturday, 4 October 2008