Thursday, 10 March, 2011

Without you.

It's been a while i last update. things have been going badly as i expected and secret does not hold anymore. And there are not only one but few.  though i can only say, being frank is the best choice, especially to your beloved parent because they are the only one that always by your side, no matter how difficult are you in. 
I was in dilemma, chooses between 2 choices. I even seek and ask for the answer, which way should i go? 2 choices were given, one is be frank but you may lose your trustworthiness and respect from other, another one, get it done by yourself but you know it will be a hard path onwards to go. which one will you go for? 
I know, it seems like you need a lot courage and guts to confess things that you've been done, that you might lose everything from what you've gained, from parent, from family even from friend. But never too late, it may cause you into real big trouble if things get worse. 
I'm glad, to have real friends to advice me, giving a hand, facing it together with me, telling me that it will be all ok. Be truthful, is one thing that you need a lot courage. 


Rainbow seems coming out now. 
But not, at this age I know I need to face problem, sort it out, or maybe a resolution that I need to do it. Things and issues that I started to handling has become more and more burdened. Place to stay, financial, all and all, things that i does not even need to be bother at the young age. 
Indeed, it's still butterflies cause i've moved on on certain things. 


Without you, I wouldn't be someone who am I today. 

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