In a nutshell.

It's my first night in my new bedroom. i have so much to talk about this place, a place that i love and hate the most. the reason that i'm moving out from the previous comfort zone because firstly, the rental has increased, i do not want to spend more on that place although i have love this place so much, with all the memories. major reason also because the walking distance from Southbank to city. i wanted to move in to a new environment so badly. 
the current house is located at a very ideally nice place. it's in the city. really save my walking distance. of course, i feel bless that i still get to see the nice view that i always love. 
the sky the stars, with your song playing, reminds me of you. i always know we are looking on the same moon and stars. 
i have know i have no rights to complain about anything. i know i wasn't a tidy person, i laze around so much, however, basic cleanness is what i care the most. this post more likely a self-expressing on how i dislike the housemate's habit. but what i want it's just clean toilet and kitchen. i do not mind to clean up but well, it's our house. most likely i should just pray for what's coming in the future. 


it's getting emotional strikes again. not able to stay with sophia babe, a partner in crime, a true friend, a housemate and a person that i always rely on. i really hope that we will still close like how we used to be... 
the late night talk, the laughter, the silliness, the make-up talk, the fashion talk, everything and everything. it's been a year plus we've been staying together. the up and down, everything we've been through. i'm sorry that i'm bossy, i'm lazy that you bear with me. thank you and i love you. 


I know, i shouldn't complain so much. i'm blessed, i'm glad, i have everything, i have the chance to study abroad, it's all a minor problem. 
people been going in and out. they came into your life, they taught you how to be stronger. they gave you challenge, they gave you difficulties, they trained you up. they enlightened you with things that you always stuck a side. they gave you ways to choose.
and they go... 


why would u want to come into my life while you are so far a way?


i'm blessed, that i have meet you. a person who cares me and accept for who am i. i know, judges and bias on who you are. i believed that, but, i also want to believed on who you are.  trust me, it will be really wonderful when comes to time. 


on april fool that day itself, i got a news from malaysia. and it wasn't a prank.  grandpa was in a car robbed he was injured. fark that 3 indians who robbed his car. fark them who punched on his face. how can they treat an old man like that??? 
why people have to be so cruel at this time, while so many disaster and inequality is happening around the world. why can't people be considerate and care enough? 


enough of my nag. shall post some happy pictures. 
and dozzing off, with you in my dream. 

unpack luggages and boxes with clothes. i have no idea how am i going to fit in all these clothes into the wardrobe. too many stuffs and i have to hired mover to shifted my stuff to the new place. 
bed frames, mattress and tables, i uninstalled and install back again. tiring.

more bags and small boxes. part of my utilities, you know make up bag, hair dryer stationaries in another box and etc... 
always girls...

another big and small luggage. 

or my self-portrait? :p

an oversize jumper can always cover up my fat arms and tummy. 

happy belated birthday to lee yee (the most right). thank you for being by my side and always download movie and series to me. hehe.

always and always keep that ok. :)

In a nutshell, i know no matter how difficult life it is, i will be strong, although i need a shoulder so badly. the world needs everyone of us, to be strong, to protect the next generations. 

lotsa love.